Quimm Anaheim - random ramblings of a webmodel. or you could call me a cam whore. whatever..

If you have wanted my nuts, and you have a penis- fan or friend, it doesn’t matter- I don’t want to talk with you about the state of my current relationship beyond what I do tell you. “But I’m your friend, just letting you know, I’m here for you.” That’s great. I appreciate the offer….

i haven’t the words for how i’ve been feeling latley. i’ve been feeling great while ignoring things that would normally get me really down. i’ve been enjoying a very lovely distraction but i’m afraid i need to give someone space and enjoy knowing they’re a part of my world at all. i need to stop…

I need to quote an acquaintance I’ve always admired because I can relate. I mean.. in a different way, of course, but.. yeah. It’s very relevant to my life right now and how I feel: “..Boy meets girl. Boy and girl get excited about each other. Boy feels terribly insecure about girl. Girl doesn’t trust…

I was not disappointed in my assumption. I had been to My father’s and brother’s psychiatrist’s office several times before. I noticed almost instantly the first time I was there that the walls were cluttered with advertisements and information on Abilify. Hardly anything else- no other pharmaceutical adverts, only one list of support groups, several…

I’m laying in bed, trying to enjoy being half awake while my alarm keeps reminding me how much I like a particular Ben Folds [Five] song. Out of frustration from not hearing from neuropsych at UNMH (for two years now) and the fact that I am temporarily on my parents insurance, my mom insisted I…

I finished Dead Island. What’s that? Why should you care? Because I fuckin’ solo-ed 98.9% of that entire fucking game. That’s right. I pwn. Suck it. Feel free to compare my achievements to your own and weep with sorrow because you suck so bad at killing zombies. (Notice how I don’t have many social achievements?…

This is my life at this very moment. I am frustrated beyond comprehension at the motives people have to fuck with my head and I hate the world. This happens from time to time, but seldom do I find solace in my own inner strength. Which is what I am doing right now. It feels…

Okay, you caught me. The title of this blog entry is in fact the title to an achievement on Dead Island, which I have been playing a lot of but I have yet to get that particular achievement.. so maybe I’m just a little fail. (Oh well, I’m 70% through the game plot, so perhaps…

i had such a fucked day.. but i think i handled it better than i may have normally. there were copious amounts of “FUUUUUUUUUHHHCCCCK!”s in there but i don’t think anyone else would have reacted any better.my bestie, her husband, myself and another close friend, are driving to take close friend to go get his…

had to be said. cause i totally want it. i’ve been smoking a lot more lately. one may think it would make me more lethargic and depressed, but really it’s been very therapeutic. helps pass the time that i would normally be spending depressed and anxious, frozen in fear on my bed or couch because…

fucker.

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This is a giant bacon scarf. I’ve been working on it for a while. I’ve actually put about 24-48 hours worth of work into this, but I’ve lazily only done it once every six months for two years. :( Maybe that’s an inaccurate amount of time that I’ve been spacing out over two years, but…

And yes. I was hella baked.

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I have a new smoking accessory with Hello Kitty on it. IT IS SOOPAH KAWAII!!! /me does a little dance! I took these pics almost as soon as I got this piece home and could clean all the fingerprints off. I even bought a new red mini lighter to go with it.. I put in…

and fingertips. sometimes. most times. as of monday, i have an official diagnosis of Raynaud’s as part of an unofficial diagnosis of CREST syndrome. only took me 22 years to develop the same symptoms my mother started out with when she was diagnosed with Raynaud’s at 21 and then another 4.5 years to get my…

There’s a local smoke shop that I like to go to.. they have a really nice selection of glass tobacco smoking accessories and whatnot.. The second to last time I was there, and even the time before that, they had these cute Hello Kitty pipes, two pink, two purple. I wasn’t crazy about the bowl…